i've been thinking. i don't really know what about, all i know is that i've been thinking. mainly about you. about the way we are. ashley is kinda right; we need to break it off, but i just can't do it. everytime we do, i just feel like i can't walk away that easily. you mean the world to me, just sometimes it doesn't feel like it. i feel like i'm just your friend again. i think that i need to get this off my chest.

i love you so much, and i wanna be with you, just sometimes, you push me so far, and i can't take it. and it sucks. i care about you so much. and i want you to know that...even when it seems like i'm really shitty with you. i love you.