i guess i'm going to have to apologise. i was told that you do actually like me and that i was just reading too far into that blog. i don't know. maybe i was. i guess it's just because you have the life that i always wanted and i'm trying to find every reason to pull you down.
i hate how you judged me. i hate how you think i would go as far to break someone like that. yea, you've seen me angry, and yea, you're entitled to your own opinions, but to post them on an internet blog for everyone to read is a bit harsh. yea, i stooped to your level, and slandered you, and hated you...and now i really wish i could take it all back. you've never done anything to cross me...never, and i return one opinion like this?
i'm sorry :(
i don't even know if you're going to read this...ever, but if you do, just try understand for me.

thank you :(