i just wanna vent about this girl i work with.

she's only just turned seventeen and she's already been engaged for seven months.

i was stalking her facebook. all she is, is a whore. i mean, seriously, if you think having your tongue down your 'fiance's' throat is love, then i think you're seriously deluded. i don't think you understand. you're so young and naive, and all he wants is sex.

i don't feel happy anymore. i don't know why, all i know is that my mind is playing with me again and things that should make me happy, aren't. i'm not okay. and with our conversation last night, it's just shattering my heart; slowly and painfully. and i don't like that.
things haven't been right between us for so long, and you know you're everything i want right now, and i know that the same for you, but if i'm not 100% what you want, then you should leave right now. i don't want my heart to be broken slowly, i'd rather it just shattered on the spot. i love you like there's no tomorrow, but i know i'm only your friend. things will never be right between us. we don't work as just friends, but we don't work as anything more. i want you. i want you in my life. i just don't know.

why does it feel as though you are with me, only to keep me happy?

i has your ring and it on my necklace. i don't see it moving from there anytime soon :)

i love you bub xoxox

don't go asking me shit like 'what would you do if i had feelings for someone else' because it hurts. ok. it makes me wonder why you're asking shit like that. i can't get out of you who your little crush is, but i know there is one. you go to work all dressed up; you're becoming more and more distant and you're asking questions like this. i just wanna know who it is...and 'cute hair guy' who you've never seen their face doesn't count. i know there is someone, i just don't know who yet...

i try do one thing you wanted done and you make it seem like i'm incapable. then you go ahead and hang up on me...three times...gee thanks. i miss you and i'm trying to do something for you...but no. but thats ok. not like it hurt me at all, eh?
fuck you, bitch. go run away with your fucking boyfriend.

We started off incredible

Connection undeniable

I swear I thought you were the one forever

But your love was like a loaded gun

You shot me down like everyone

'Cause everyone's replaceable

When you're just so incapable

Of getting past skin deep

Guess what, another game over

I got burned, but you're the real loser

I don't know why I've wasted my time with you

You're bad news, a history repeater

You can't trust a serial cheater

You're good at hooking up but you suck at love

You played me like an amateur

Then stabbed me like a murderer

I'm left for dead, another one of your victims

It's not like you're unpredictable

But your act is so believable

I know it's nothing personal, it's just business as usual

You're good at what you do

Guess what, another game over

I got burned, but you're the real loser

I don't know why I've wasted my time with you

You're bad news, a history repeater

You can't trust a serial cheater

You're good at hooking up but you suck at love

Now I kinda feel bad for you

You're never gonna know

what it's like to have someone to turn to

Another day, another bed

It's just a game inside your head

Guess what, another game over

I got burned, but you're the real loser

I don't know why I've wasted my time with you

You're bad news, a history repeater

You can't trust a serial cheater

You're good at hooking up but you suck at love

Guess what, another game over

I got burned, but you're the real loser

I don't know why I've wasted my time with you

You're bad news, a history repeater

You can't trust a serial cheater

You're good at hooking up but you suck at love

You've messed this whole thing up

Well you were such an awesome fuck

But you suck at love, you suck at love