i hate you at the moment. i really, fully hate you at the moment. i hope you fucking read this, cause i know if you really want to read this, you will. i know i can read yours. you think i was the one that broke her arm? do you know really think that i would do such a thing? yea, i've hurt people before, but i would never, ever hurt her to that extent.
i hate how you think you know what our relationship is like. i hate how you think that's the reason you don't come around here...cause it's not! we don't want you sitting here using our power, our internet, our food and wasting our time!
i hate how you complain about being poor when the only expense you have is that fucking car! you complain and complain and complain! i live properly,i pay for this, i pay for that, i have no money at the end of the week.
you've turned into such a little slut and i hate that...the world HAS to revolve around you, but i'm sorry, love, it doesn't...so get your nose out of my fucking life...i didn't ask for it to be there in the first place...
and by the way, your dad isn't really disappointed with you, well he is. it's because he knows you can do so much better...you've done what i did. you've slacked off...go fuck your self mother fucker....
"i can't stand this any longer. i think the only person who knows how it really is apart from yourselves, is me. you two can't be together, you can't say you're together when you're tearing each other apart like that. i don't know what it is, there's no way that's love when your hitting, punching and smashing each others heads against walls. living together is fucking you up. i'm so sick of hearing about the abuse, it sickens me. there's a reason i stopped staying there, i don't want to see it, and it's bad enough that i have to hear about it. it has to stop, before one of you kills each other, and i'm being serious. you act like 5 year olds, and you're older than me, for fuck's sake. i hate seeing you like this, because you're both such beautiful people, but you need to get out of it. sort yourselves out. when she broke her elbow the first thing i thought of was that you did it, in a fight. i still somehow don't believe she just fell, knowing what i know about how you are, but i'll never be sure. i'm not surprised how things have turned out from the way we were brought up, because for fuck's sake she's my own fucking sister, i know her inside out, and i love her to bits, but she's too fucking much like our mother for her own good."
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