i can't help myself...i can't stop thinking about you...even when i want to push you away, you always come back, or always make me feel like i have to be there for you. i'm not complaining, it's just, i feel like you're always going to be a part of my life.

my mind has been screaming at me for so long that i don't want to let you go, but i think it's just a little bit weird. we've only been together for ten months, but it honestly feels so much longer than that. i don't want anyone else. i don't want you to have anyone else...but i know that one day you'll want to move on and you'll forget about me, and the times we had...

i keep having these dreams that i'll make you mine forever...but we both know that's just a fantasy...